Month: November 2016

still missing

I know you miss me sometimes. Maybe I don’t want to believe you so I can get away… but mostly I want you to miss me the way I miss you.

I want to you miss my holding you at night. I want you to miss the times we did just the most boring thing together like get groceries, make dinner, do laundry, or just drive home late after work. I want you to miss coffee in the morning, lunch visits, and afternoon surprises. I want you to miss all that is here at home that has always been waiting for you.. wanting you more than anyone.

So yes, I know you miss me sometimes. I still miss you all the time.

Question: Is it safe to send you mail? (not email) Or, will that cause more drama than it’s worth?

P.S. Is your therapist telling you to not follow your heart?

Thankful

I am thankful for every minute I was able to spend with you.

Although Thanksgiving day itself is not great (I mark it as the day you decided to break up), I am thankful for all the times we laughed, the drives we had together, and the nights I held you in my arms.

You saved me once, and I loved you so. We spent many days and nights discussing everything from taxes to dreams. I understand you need to follow your dream and take care of yourself. But I still miss the feel of you in my arms. Thoughts of you in my bed still haunt me.

I am thankful that we can still communicate sometimes, even if only this way. I miss you my love. I hope you enjoy family and have a wonderful day.

this always reminds me of you

 

 

Cold hard bitch
Just a kiss on the lips
And I was on my knees
I’m waiting give me

Not so much the title, but because I feel I am still waiting for you. Just one kiss was all it took for me to fall in love with you.

1 Comment

Her 11/19/2016 12:35:47 pm

Sorry. And the last time we saw each other, you kissed me!