I missed you while you were away. It gave me time to reflect on our journey together so far, and what I thought would be next steps. However I sense reluctance from you about moving forward from here.
Its not the time we spent apart, but your reactions to the time we are spending together. Maybe we just need to re-adjust or get back in sync. But somehow it feels different. The language you use is different. Even planning ahead for the next day seems labored and unwelcome – like you don’t want to think about it.
I hope its just me being too sensitive to little things that really mean nothing. I love you, but I am feeling a bit blue.
1 Comment: Her – It is reluctance your are feeling. A few things happened while I was away and I am trying to figure out how to handle them with you, not handle you. I am trying to deal with my issues and not flake out on you, but you get a little over bearing and you pout, and I don’t deal with that well. If you would let us talk it will be better…..if you actually listen to what we BOTH say it will go well and may be productive for both of us……but you are very stubborn sometimes and only listen for the things that work for you. Maybe I am being selfish, but I want to be happy……I want you to be happy too. 10/14/2014